Thursday, 29 January 2009
Life is what happens when you're busy making plans.
I don't know what that is about.
I heard that quote twice on tv, within 24 hours. Now, that, to me, is scary.
Specifically cause I do not usually watch that much TV.
And because usually TV I watch has some sort of variety.
Alright, so I didn't watch something twice, it was completely different.
I'm not planning anything in particular, and still it feels like it's directed towards me personally.
Because I'm not planning anything?
Maybe I'm afraid my already-made plans are doomed to fail?
Simply: Getting out of here.
I'm not even including traveling all over the world and reading as many books as possible.
Why am I afraid that'll fail?
Because every time a character whines about plans that have failed, the quote in the title is what they get in response. Like my twin says, I just can't wait to get started with my life already.
It's put on hold till I can change something. So my plan of starting to live is going to fail because life is happening whilst I'm waiting for my life to start?
Why do I have the feeling there's something wrong with all of this?
Partly cause I promised myself I wouldn't start whining here.
And that I am, anyways. And that I need to stop it. I think I just needed to type it out to be able to move on to happier subjects?
On another note, can't focus enough to do anything. Feel unproductive, and a wreck.
Imma shut up nao. *noddles*
Posted by Gypsy at 19:29