Thursday, 22 January 2009

I'm scary. o.o;;

Studying, studying and more studying. It's really starting to get to me.
My head refuses to hold information that has been given over a span of four months, and I'm not doing all that well trying to cram in every bit of information I find online.
Funnily enough, I feel strangely smart after my exam, and for days continue with the wisdom I've acquired from reading whatever I was supposed to know for the exam but conveniently could not remember whatsoever until after said exam.

That's exactly like my inspiration for stories, and paintings. I want to start right away, but have no time seeing as I've got so much to read. Yet I know that if I don't at least right it down, now, I /will/ end up forgetting it when I have enough time to work on the ideas. Which is frustrating to no end.

I've been wondering about my sudden bursts of inspiration, which started pretty much alongside remembering my dreams. Now, of course, I don't know if they /are/ linked, whatsoever. But if they are... Is it that I have more inspiration because I'm remembering my dreams? Or am I dreaming so much because I'm so full of ideas?
Way to go, Jess, you're confusing yourself again.
Honestly, I have no clue.

I do know, though! That I want to start another blog already. (I know, I'm just starting out with this one.. but still. Guess I like it enough already) I don't know if it's more or less interesting for a reader to keep track of the other one, though. Here it's random thoughts, events, whatever comes my way. The new blog will be to keep track of every book I (re)read. Might be posting whole pages of how I found it for some books, or just a short mention of what I've been reading for others. Depends, of course, we'll see. Excited to start that, though. Just like with everything else, it seems so much better if you can't start it right away because you should be studying.

Again, another posts full of ideas and empty of events.
I do not actually /do/ much of anything but hang around and read and study and focus on trying to get my bloody body to recover. Quite uneventful, to say the least. ^_^

The Gypsy.


  1. "I do not actually /do/ much of anything but hang around and read and study and focus on trying to get my bloody body to recover."

    And talk to Sean. x3

    Viiiinceeeeeerrroooooooooo! (See also Nessun Dorma)

  2. Oh yeah, I hate it when you get such an inspiration burst-out and you'd like to get it all out and sketched and everything but have no time and gyaaaah! I always have those planning-sessions too, in the middle of a boring class I might suddenly think about starting something new and then get all excited and my stomach starts tickling for the inspiration and yeah. x'D The stomach-tickling inspiration burst-out, it's fun and yet so frustrating! xD Okay, next time I say STIB, you know what I'm talking about.

    Annnd, I'll be checking your other blog too if you start keeping it, I might find a good book to read next. x3 Even if I already have a long list of books to read. Grr, why am I such a slow reader?! D<