I really...

... Wish

... Hope

... Dream

Wish that things can get back to as good as they were.

Hope that things will get even better.

Dream that, in the future, bad phases and down slides are very short in comparison.

I miss what I had. I don't know how to get it back.

I can't dwell in the past, I'm scared of the future and I hate the present.

But maybe, if I continue wishing, hoping, dreaming.. praying.. Maybe it will be alright.

Maybe every little thing is going to be alright.

xxx

The Gypsy.